so it's okay

life is good. yes, thank goodness.
these past few weeks, been thru a spoil brat moments. had nothing to complain about, and yet felt utterly unhappy. need a happiness injection just to get thru the day. ckckckck...
not wanting to sound unthankful, but this 'just want to have fun and live carelessly' part inside of me made the must have to do list felt awful.
although the fact is, EVERYTHING IS PERFECTLY OKAY!!!
when i made myself to pinpoint what particular part was the cause of this heavy feeling, i couldn't really tell!!! and when discussed and listened to others who had REAL PROBLEMS, tangible ones, mine seemed ridiculous!
so, am announcing, GLADLY, that ACTUALLY, i have no problems. thank GOD!!!
and those heavy feelings merely products of my own thought.
if all these times i've been thinking that i could always take off things that made me unhappy, which is maybe it's just me making a big deal out of it, this time is gonna be different.
cross my finger, and LIVE. :D