Tuesday, August 30, 2005

lalalala....

i know your name
i know your skin
i know the way
these things begin

[caramel, suzanne vega]

ssslllrrrppp....

have you ever felt so bubbly that sometimes you just wanted to float around and never touch ground? actually this can be very dangerous. it's like you're losing a sense of reality and see everything in a blur mode. or is this bubbly state of being a real thing? oh well whatever it is, i'm really enjoying this delicious feeling.

Monday, August 29, 2005

so, how r u feeling today dear?

ladybugs.
lots and lots of ladybugs... :D
scrumptious !!!

Thursday, August 18, 2005

i say bye

it's never been easy to say goodbye to something.
whether it's something that you held dearly or just merely a belonging.
this week i have to let go of things that has been mine for quite some time.
i've grown quite attached to it.
but hey, they say things come and go.
and i'm sure i'll get used to it. get used to no longer owning it.
still, not easy to say goodbye to things.
just like things when they are missing, i'm going to miss them.

ps : brosku tercinta, dimana pun kau berada, semoga kau ditemukan oleh orang yang mencintaimu seperti diriku. semoga siapa pun yang menemukanmu bisa menghargai betapa kerennya dirimu dan menjadi keren karena mu.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

suparno

gue punya kenalan namanya suparno. biasa gue panggil parno. sebenernya dia bukan temen gue. mungkin lebih ke arah tamu tak diundang. kali ini dia muncul lagi. tiba-tiba gue merasa nggak nyaman, bawaannya curigaan, pengennya jadi ngecek-ngecek kanan kiri. gue langsung sadar, "haduh si parno dateng deh nih! haiyah! gimana ya cara ngusirnya?"

biasanya parno suka nginep di rumah atau ngintilin gue ke mana-mana. hari ini dia ngintilin gue sesiangan sampai menjelang malam. padahal gue udah bilang ke dia, "no', hari ini gue sibuk. nggak bakalan sempet nemenin elo dan elo malah bikin gue ribet. jadi mendingan kalo mau main ke rumah atau jalan-jalan sama gue, minggu-minggu depan aja [dalam hati gue berdoa sedoa-doanya semoga si parno nggak bakalan balik lagi.]." eh dia malah belagak budek. tetep ngikutin gue. tapi karena gue banyak tugas yang musti dikerjain, parno rada gue cuekin meski kadang-kadang dia suka nggak sabaran dan manggil-manggil gue supaya ngeladenin dia.

entah ada angin apa, tiba-tiba parno dapet telpon dari nyokapnya. "no', cepet pulang. udah nggak usah gangguin temen kamu lagi. ngapain sih asik-asik maen melulu, mendingan nyapu beresin rumah." tumben, parno langsung nurut. dia segera pamit sama gue [tanpa perlu gue usir pake sapu lidi].

gue langsung lega. hari ini gue nggak usah lama-lama dibuntutin parno. dan semoga si parno nggak dateng lagi. paling nggak tidak dalam waktu dekat ini. dan semoga parno juga merasa kedatangannya nggak disambut dengan baik , jadi dia males nyari gue lagi. yang pasti gue nggak akan nelpon dia. not even sms. hehehe. sori nih no', tapi mending elo cari temen lain aja deh. gue nggak kuat hati kalo disuruh ngeladenin elo.

Monday, August 08, 2005

leo's lines

"And me, I still believe in paradise. But now at least I know its not some place you can look for, cause its not where you go. Its how you feel for a moment in your life when you are apart of something, and if you find that moment...it lasts forever."

"when you develop an infatuation for someone, you always found a reason to believe that this is exactly the person for you. It doesn't need to be a good reason..."

both lines are from the beach, the movie. both are leonardo di caprio's lines.
i always like that movie. but not until last night i just paid a good attention to what the characters really said to each other.
i could really learn from those lines and couldn't agree more.

Monday, August 01, 2005

if only ...

Now I sit with different faces
In rented rooms and foreign places
All the people I was kissing
Some are here and some are missing
In the nineteen-nineties
I never dreamt that I would get to be
The creature that I always meant to be
But I thought in spite of dreams
You’d be sitting somewhere here with me
[being boring by pet shop boys]

how it would be nice if you really were here...

strawberry ice crush

rasanya kayak makan es batu yang diancurin dengan flavour strawberry.

enak. dingin-dingin gimanaa gitu. apalagi kalo lagi siang-siang kepanasan. ngemut es rasa strawberry memang menyejukkan siapapun. nggak terlalu manis, agak masam, tapi legit. wihhh!!!

tapi es batu ternyata memang harus dikonsumsi dalam jumlah secukupnya aja yah... kebanyakan bikin pusing. atau kalau kelamaan esnya lumer dan jadi anget. air strawberry anget kurang banget ya...

tapi kalo jadi sirop strobery pake es batu..... aku mauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu......
ssslllrrrppp....