detox.

am on detox program.
trying to detach from everything that's bugging my mind.
sorting out things that has been a mess for some times.
the sorting out thingy is quite chalenging, but very relieving at the very minute i started it.
the detach plan is not as easy as it seems.
it looked simple at the beginning, but until i got to the bottom of it, i will have to face queasy feelings. some events just keep on poppping to test me whether i have achieved the top level of detachment or not.
and while doing the detox program, i still have to live and have a life.
hmm... so full of life yet so detach from it.
i will have to remind myself that it's just a game, only a game.
it's a matter of how you play the game, enjoy every ups and downs of it.
and not a bit bothered with the outcome because the blueprint is already there actually, to save your ass.
as thomas crown once said : "let's play ball!"