about last night

i dreamed about travelling to london passing srilanka by train while looking outside the window seeing big birds fly, before going to a friend's bathroom. how weird is that? not really. that represents exactly what i've been thru these days.


TRAIN
To dream that you are on a train, is symbolic of your life's journey and suggests that you are on the right track in life and headed for the right direction. Alternatively, you have a tendency to worry needlessly over a situation that will prove to work out in the end.

TRAVELLING
To dream that you are traveling, signifies the journey toward your life goals and a journey through life in general. that you enjoy what you do and find much pleasure in it.

BATHROOM
To dream that you are in the bathroom, relates to your instinctual urges. You may be experiencing some burdens/feelings and need to "relieve yourself". Alternatively, it may symbolize purification and self-renewal. You need to cleanse yourself, both emotionally and psychologically.

BIRD
To dream of a chirping and/or flying birds, represents joy, harmony, ecstasy, balance, and love. It denotes a sunny outlook in life. You will experience spiritual freedom and psychological liberation. It is almost as if a weight has been lifted off your shoulders.

wondering why?

last night i saw this sign in front of this club inside of this quite prestigious hotel. this sign read : NO animals, weapon, sandals, shorts, outside beverages, rock t-shirt, allowed.
the list is understandable, except for the rock t-shirt thing. animals? a small poodle can tear the place upside down. no animals-agreed. weapon? who wants to dance in the middle of blood dripping from ones body? no weapon - agreed. sandals & shorts? well, maybe the management doesn't want their club turns into a beach party or jaksa's hubbub. no sandals & shorts - agreed also.
a rock t-shirt? what can a rock t-shirt possibly do to the clubbing society? can it cause anybody any harm?? no rock t-shirt - enigmatic.

life goes on

what happened, happened and couldn't have happened any other way


[morpheus]

say goodnight and go

Skipping beats, blushing cheeks I am struggling
Daydreaming, bed scenes in the corner cafe
And then i'm left in bits recovering tectonic tremblings
You get me every time

Why d'ya have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you
Must you make me laugh so much
It's bad enough we get along so well
Say goodnight and go

[goodnight and go, imogen heap]

opto

katanya hidup ini adalah pilihan.
bukan cogito ergo sum lagi, tapi opto ergo sum.
waks! kalo salah pilih gimana?
katanya itu pilihan lain lagi, mau milih nganggap salah, atau nganggap nggak ada yang namanya salah pilih. itu jalan hidup yang harus dilalui.

yak dan sekarang gue memilih untuk nggak bergantung pada seutas benang.
i let go and choose to fly instead.
wish me luck.