kebun strawberry dibuldoser

baru juga bikin blog yang isinya jalan-jalan di kebun strawberry.
tiba-tiba ada pengusaha yang mau melebarkan usahanya dan membangun mal di atas kebun strawberry itu.
dibabatlah kebun tersebut.
terus sekarang gue musti jalan-jalan di mana?
ladang jagung?

strawberry field moment

gue masih inget moment speechless gue seminggu yang lalu.
abis itu diikuti dengan masa parno berkepanjangan tingkat tinggi.
yang nggak perlu-perlu, jadi ikut dianalisa dengan harapan bisa menetralisir keparnoan yang ujungnya justru berakhir semakin paranoid. waks! a total awful period of time.

and then somehow di akhir minggu, datang berita yang bisa jadi penawar racun parno. meski nggak hilang sama sekali, tapi paling nggak kadar racunnya jauh berkurang.
baru juga nafas lega menikmati berita baik, 10 menit kemudian [10 menit dalam arti yang sebenarnya] datang kabar berikut yang dengan sekejap kembali membuat racun parno bereaksi. haiyah! nyaris wiken yang menyenangkan buyar sudah.
what if begini... what if begitu... nah lho, nah lho...

lama-lama gue capek. what if...? SO WHAT?
so what kalo tiba-tiba jadi beneran terjadi?... ya udah lah paling murung sesaat, and then life goes on. there's nothing i can do about it anyway.

that's where everything turns brighter... and lighter. suddenly keparnoan gue selama seminggu terbantahkan mentah-mentah. ternyata terbukti tidak terjadi. [tapi akankah suatu saat terjadi? nah lho...ups! stop it!]. alhamdulillah...
kembali riang ria :D
running through strawberry field once again...

speechless

"........................"

to you. so called fashionista.

"oh never mind the fashion. when one has a style of one's own, it's always twenty times better!"

- margaret oliphant

ps: i do really respect people who has their own style without having to copy others.

fashionably angkot

biasanya gue kalo ketemu angkot cuma dapet sebelnya doang.
tadi pagi berhubung disupirin dan masih dalam keadaan terkantuk-kantuk, dan supir angkot hari ini juga lagi pada sopan, keadaan jadi nyaman buat memperhatikan tindak angkot bertanduk itu. ternyata kalo diliat bener-bener, supir angkot itu stylish. ada yang pakai jaket capuchon dengan hoodie-nya yang menutupi kepala [ala petinju sebelum bertanding]. dan yang bikin gue cukup shock, di tengah-tengah meneriakan "gandul..gandul gandul gandul, cinere, gandul!!!", si abang angkot dengan tato yang sedikit mengintip dari lengan kaosnya, sempet-sempetnya pakai kacamata riben di atas kepala!!! huah kayak tante-tante di sinetron!
well, that's what you call street fashion. hehe.

a druggy

"men are like a drug. sometimes they get you down, and sometimes they get you so high."

[carrie bradshaw, ssex and the city]

taxi soulmate

" i'd like to think that people have more than one soulmate. if you miss one, along comes another one. like cabs."

[carrie bradshaw, sex and the city]

detox.

am on detox program.
trying to detach from everything that's bugging my mind.
sorting out things that has been a mess for some times.
the sorting out thingy is quite chalenging, but very relieving at the very minute i started it.
the detach plan is not as easy as it seems.
it looked simple at the beginning, but until i got to the bottom of it, i will have to face queasy feelings. some events just keep on poppping to test me whether i have achieved the top level of detachment or not.
and while doing the detox program, i still have to live and have a life.
hmm... so full of life yet so detach from it.
i will have to remind myself that it's just a game, only a game.
it's a matter of how you play the game, enjoy every ups and downs of it.
and not a bit bothered with the outcome because the blueprint is already there actually, to save your ass.
as thomas crown once said : "let's play ball!"