scar tissue

what if you don't get what you wanted?
for me, if it's something i really really wanted, it means a slap in the face.
or drop dead on the ground if it's something i really wanted with every inch of flesh i have.

people have their own way of coping if they don't get what they wished for.
some people take it gracefully with the thought of ' oh well, you'll get something else better. '
some get really down and worse, loose faith in life.

gue baru baca di vogue jennifer aniston diwawancara tentang hidup [tentunya berkaitan dengan mas ipit yang meninggalkan dirinya]. mbak jen bilang : " kenapa orang-orang sering mengeluh 'why these things happen to me? well, it happens to you! life's tough. get a helmet!"

gue sih setuju-setuju aja tentang penggunaan helm hidup, but i guess every once in while you have to ride the motorcycle of life without one just for the sake of feeling the wind breezing through your head, just to feel alive.
and when she says life is tough, well, you just have to find a way to dance with it and not letting it grinding your bones.

a note from a girl who just had her face slapped and still tatters her way to dance with life.